Goodbye to all my yesterdays

insgelijks @ 2008-01-15T22:36:00

2008-01-15T21:39:41Z

Stolen from several people.

What Paula Means

You are influential and persuasive. You tend to have a lot of power over people.
Generally, you use your powers for good. You excel at solving other people's problems.
Occasionally, you do get a little selfish and persuade people to do things that are only in your interest.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are relaxed, chill, and very likely to go with the flow.
You are light hearted and accepting. You don't get worked up easily.
Well adjusted and incredibly happy, many people wonder what your secret to life is.

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?

insgelijks @ 2007-08-21T20:53:00

2007-08-21T19:08:46Z

For some reason, my mom ended up in the hospital again. Not even because of the cancer itself. Wth, how can medicines cause someone to end up in the hospital? ~_~

Oh well, she'll be back in a few days, but the household is mine again. And no, that isn't something fun. Every single goddamn chore is my work again.

Sheesh, this summer surely isn't what I expected it to be :/

~~I hate stress~~

insgelijks @ 2007-08-11T16:08:00

2007-08-11T14:11:43Z

To all the Rossiu haters out there: FUCK YOU ALL I'LL BE COSPLAYING ROSSIU AT ABUNAI AND IF ANY OF YOU THROWS A ROCK AT MY HEAD I WILL HIT YOU.

Meh~

2007-07-18T12:33:24Z

My mom's surgery was today. I think it went pretty good.
My dad, brother and I went to the hospital at about 12.30. That was about an hour after the surgery. She was really tired, so after half an hour we told her to go to sleep and left. We'll go back tonight.

Time for fun stuff now! I laughed so fucking hard at Pirates of the Caribbean 3 yesterday XD. The movie itself wasn't all that funny, but there was shit about pirate lords and a Pirate King and... yeah. All the One Piece fans out there will understand.

Meanwhile, all my friends are together at Milan's place. Having fun, guys? 8D

Edit: Oh crap. My computer's sound boxes just died. I would put my music on my mp3-player and put it on the computer downstairs, if my mp3 didn't die just now.

Aaaand... I screwed up.

2007-05-30T15:35:02Z

revanchists and I are going to cosplay Robin and Nami obahan style. If I can get the aprons good, that is. We just painted the letters on the aprons, but we screwed hers up and mine worked out perfect. Which makes me feel a bit guilty because I'm the one to blame.

I'm really, really sorry Saskia! I just washed it though and I think I can fix it now!

insgelijks @ 2007-05-20T10:45:00

2007-05-20T08:53:39Z

So yesterday evening, I felt a headache coming up. I thought that if I had a good night sleep, it would be over by the morning. But:
This morning I woke up with a terrible headache. These are times when I really love the existence of painkillers.
Got a fever too. 38,8 degrees Celsius.
And my throat hurts like hell. I can't even swallow something normally.

So yeah, I'm sick. For the first time since a year and two months. It'll be over in a few days, but damn, this sucks.

Edit: Fever went up to 40.1 :/

Edit 2: HOLY CRAP 40.6?!

Dear Dad,

2007-05-19T16:36:13Z

If 'doing fun jobs for my parents at our own company' means 'spending 3 hours on mowing a huge lawn (over 2000 square metres thank you very much) and then having my brother yell at me because I didn't do it right' then yes, I do prefer spending my day at the computer. Maybe you don't understand this, but that's because I'm different than you. Neither do you understand that I have a life outside of the company. Yes, I do have friends. Yes, I do like doing stuff with my friends. Which brings me to my next point:
You won't let me do a lot. Neither does mom, but she's more like "Whatev, if you want to go, just go. Just be home in time, kay?" Example: Animecon. I can imagine that you're having a hard time letting your daughter go away for a weekend almost all by herself, but I'm 15 now. I can take care of myself. I'm not that little girl I used to be anymore, you know... You should let me go for a bit now.

Love you!

Your daughter.

Back!

2007-05-12T15:56:09Z

So, Czechia wasn't so bad. Not at all. In fact, it was fun! ~~Leaving the mountainbiking aside~~

Too bad I missed my sister's birthday because of it. I sent her a message and bought her a gift, though.

The last few days were great! I made some new friends and we had so much fun!

I didn't get too much sleep this week. So today, I woke up at 1.30 pm :') I have the feeling it's still morning.

insgelijks @ 2007-04-30T10:35:00

2007-04-30T08:41:49Z

Dedicating this to paperjetpilot, because today is her birthday and I can't come to her birthdayparty ;-;

Anyway, Happy Birthday Blok! ♥

+ Today's Queen's Day. I guess I'm gonna go to the party in the centre for a bit.

insgelijks @ 2007-04-19T16:07:00

2007-04-19T14:19:17Z

So I asked my mom about going to paperjetpilot's party in a few weeks. What she said:
"You don't even know where she lives!" (I knew it once, but I forgot XD, but I can find out again. Blokchu~ where do you live? 8D)
"Even if you go, you're not going alone!" (Why not?)
"It was a hard decision to let you go to Animecon and letting you spend two nights in the house of someone we don't know, and now you want to go to her birthday and sleep over too?" (Well, actually, yes.)
"You sure think you can do a lot now you're 15, huh?" (No, I just want to go there.)
"I'll talk about it with dad." (...)

So yeah. I hope I can convince my parents in time.

insgelijks @ 2007-04-14T16:48:00

2007-04-14T14:51:36Z

And my day was crap once again.

Horrible night of sleep + working in the sun with long pants on (it's freakin' warm here) + dad constantly saying I should clean the canoes + dropping character in Poly = terrible mood.

But then, I felt like going on reading Trigun and my horrible mood was gone :)
I read 6 volumes yesterday XD

Hmm, maybe I should get myself some icons...

...
I was going to say something else, but I forgot D:

Edit: AH I remember. I bought two goldfish yesterday. Does anyone know names? I though about naming them Arlong and Jinbei, but at a second thought, no. XD

Screw Sundays. Even if it's Easter.

2007-04-08T20:46:35Z

Sundays suck so bad. It's always the same.
My parents and brother always go to the soccer match (most of the times my brother has to play). That'll take from 2 to 3.45 pm. Right. After that, they won't be home for another 3 or 4 hours. Meanwhile, I'm doing my homework or just doing nothing. My brother is coming home at about 7 o'clock. We get hungry, and I call my parents to get home so my mom can make dinner. Then, my dad and brother will fall asleep on the couch while watching tv.
Dinner time. On sundays usually around 8 - 8.30. After dinner, dad + brother fall asleep on the couch again, I clean the kitchen, and my mom takes a shower. When she's done, I take a shower. When I'm done, I go to bed. And that was my sunday.
Today was a bit different though. My brother just went to the discotheque and my parents have been hanging round in the goddamn café since 5 o'clock. I had to make dinner for my brother and me. We had dinner at 10.00 pm.
It's Easter. How come I don't notice anything of that?

Anyway:

Happy Easter everybody! ♥

Edit: I just realised it's only a little under 2 months until Animecon. Sheesh, I gotta go and find myself a wig + apron. WHY CAN'T I FIND A SIMPLE YELLOW APRON ANYWHERE?!

Birthday~ 8D

2007-03-31T10:01:19Z

Plus 1 year for me 8D

insgelijks @ 2007-03-25T16:44:00

2007-03-25T15:20:54Z

Whoa? Ok, I didn't see that coming.
I just got in touch with a cousin I haven't seen for 9 freakin' years...
Lol I don't even know how old she is, about 22 or 23, I guess.

Kay I'm not good at long rants so I'll stop now XD

insgelijks @ 2007-03-17T13:47:00

2007-03-17T12:55:14Z

Oh, what a great family I have.
First the stuff with my sister, now it's my brother who starts screaming at even the smallest comment. I'm his favorite victim, because he doesn't really dare to stand up against my parents. I think that to him, I'm the little weak sister, who is afraid to start a fight. Well, I can tell him one thing, and that is that I'm not that little scared girl anymore.
Like, 15 minutes ago, we were argueing again. I went upstairs, and a while later my dad came in, telling me I shouldn't start fights with him. So my brother's the one that starts yelling, and I'm the one that takes the blow for it. Great, just great.

life, family

2007-02-20T15:48:56Z

Okay. Where should I start?

Yesterday evening, my parents received an e-mail from someone.
“This isn’t normal anymore, isn’t this a daughter of yours?”
He sent two pictures with it, two porn-like pictures. Of my sister.
If that wasn’t bad enough, my mom sent an e-mail back, asking how he got these pictures. He answered that his daughter showed him these pictures and that they were being sent to people at my school.

So an hour ago, I came home from school and found my mom crying and throwing up. She had just talked with to sister on the phone. Or should I say ‘fought’? Apparently my sister thinks it’s all normal and stuff, and my mom doesn’t. Neither do I. So they started arguing about it. Really bad. Things were going bad between them already, and all of a sudden my sister said that this would be their last contact, and she hung up.

My sister has always exceeded her limits, but this has really gone way too far.
Oh by the way, she also said I’m spoilt, I’m being preferred by my parents, and that I can do nothing wrong in their eyes. And that she had such a horrible youth. Which is all just bullshit.

I know it actually has nothing to do with me, but I’m just crying now because of all of this crap.

Party time!

2007-02-17T12:59:14Z

Wai~~~

Carnaval!!!!!

Finland?!

2007-02-13T18:09:07Z

Okay, my brother just said he wants to go to Finland for 6 months in September for his study...

Finland. 6 months.

I mean, he's an asshole, but still...

Ticket!

2007-02-11T18:08:18Z

I just ordered a ticket for Animecon and now I already feel like going even though it's in June.
Now all I have to do is get ~~an orange afro~~ a decent wig for my cosplay.

-bounces through her room-

OMFG

2007-02-09T21:05:11Z

OMFGOMFGOMFGOMFGOMFG
-SCREAMS-

I CAN GO TO ANIMECON
OMG AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

omg SNOW

2007-02-08T17:46:37Z

PEOPLE, IT'S SNOWING.

SASKIA, WE ARE SO GOING TO BUILD SNOW CHOPPER + DRUM CASTLE.

omfg first entry wtfff